Cherish what we had now..

Today is the last day of Chinese New Year le..

2010-02-27T22:01:00.000-08:00

Im so sorry to be away for sometime as busy with my real life and problems coming up so dont have the mood to blog..

Today is the last day of CNY period.. I really missed the CNY days where i did have alot of fun time due to having a 1 week break as i clear my leave.. The most happiest moments is where i could meet her up for awhile as she needs my help..

I know people might think that she is using me but i dont care.. Cause of some reasons which is hardly to explain between me and her.. So just considered it as i did her wrong previously and help her this time round.. She is still the same as before... I really very happy to see her when she appeared...

Heaven is very nice to me le as i could be able to see her once during this CNY period.. Thank you, Heaven.. Although we are impossible as she's in a relationship le so i just wish her well bah... I will not go disturb her anymore as to prevent any conflict between her and her bf.. Im glad she told me this if not i keep on rounding in her world...

So i must learnt to let go since it is over for quite a long time and i must start a new beginning since its a brand New Year.. =)

A phrase goes like this, "Old one dont go, New one wont come.."

I hope this year, i could earn countless of money, good health and lastly found a new love in my lifetime journey... HUAT AH!!!!!

PeEAnN CaLviN

Hiya, Back!

2010-01-22T10:40:00.000-08:00

Quite a number of days didnt post le..

So what have i got to say here?

hmmm.... I guess is.....................

My ORD date is nearer and nearer... hee....

75days

(exclude weekends: sat & sun)

to ORD LOR....

OOoo.... manz really cant wait to see i myself in civilian life... This year will be a chiong year for me le..

Work, wOrK and work... Earn as much $$$ as i can...

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Btw just wants to highlight here is that sometime certain things is hard to erase from our mind as had been kept inside our heart for quite a period of time so the feeling would be hard to forget even thou we did tried not to think about but the feeling no matter how will still somehow flows through our mind...

We are all human beings... all of us do make mistakes..

Cried had cried enough, hurt had hurted enough, bleed also had bleeded enough...

Why cant we just lead a happy lifespan without carrying those past memories with us?

This is because the feeling in our heart still CARES.......

ya we know, what past is past we should throw it far far away..

But have you ever realized that past made us learnt alot from our mistakes and so as not to repeat it ever again..?

So why cant we given 2nd chance? Does it shows that 1st time failed, the next one does the same too? How would you know? Tested out?

I mean if the one means serious and trueful even thou the memories had pasted for years....

I just want to give the best that i can for you................. And i mean it............

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Yeah! 2010 Finally Arrived!

2010-01-01T02:21:00.000-08:00

hohoho..

HapPy NeW YeaR

2010...

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May the Year 2010 fill us with GoOD HeaLtH, HaPpIneSS aNd surRouNded wiTh LoTs Of LoVe!! =)

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Let the past be the past..

A Brand New Year Goes A Brand New Me... yea..!

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PeEAnN_CaLviN

2009-12-30T04:16:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night went to my brother wife, sister wedding dinner at Meritus Mandarin Hotel.. At there took some photos since the place is nice and the dinner haven commence yet..

With my brother..

So thats all from here.. Wonder will there be a chance for my turn... haiz...

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PeEAnN_CaLviN

I'll Be Away..

2009-12-29T00:09:00.000-08:00

To all my bros, friends, meimei, everyone..

I will be away for a period of time, dont have to ask why..

Dont bother to call or msg me.. I just want to be alone and think through..

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I know it will be a shocking post here as after a happy birthday celebration, things suddenly changed.. Its just my problem.. So dont worry for me..

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Advance Happy New Year to all of you.. Wish everyone have a smooth year ahead and be healthy..

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PeEAnN_CaLviN

My 23rd Birthday Celebration..

2009-12-20T01:01:00.000-08:00

Celebrating my 23rd Birthday at Peng house..

Thanks to all my bros and friends.. I really enjoy alot and hope you guys same as me too.. =)

My Birthday Cake.. =D

Get ready the candle..

woo wooot.. ready to start..

So nice..

Its me!

All My bros..

yeah man...

Serene, Me, Kat, Pamela..

Group of us..

noo... Dont hurt my head.. >.<

Cutting the cake..

Pamela and Jian Wei..

Zhi Wen with a nice smile.. =)

My bro gf, Kat helping me with the serving.. lol..

Serving the cake to my so-call Mei Mei.. She bought the cake for me.. Thanks alot..

Serving the cake to my 1st bro..

Serving the cake to my 2nd bro..

Serving the cake to my 3rd bro..

Forced to eat the sushi with lots of wasabe..Being conned by my Mei Mei.. See what drink just drink to clear the wasebe taste.. Omg!

Zhi Wen drink like nth sia.. woots..

Peng is forced to drink wine by us.. haha..

My Mei Mei is so happy pouring liquor to my bro, Jian Wei.. lol...

So its being so long didnt had a birthday cake since i broke up with my Ex (Grace).. Although I wish she could join me with this celebration but past is past le even though in my heart i can say i still miss her..

Anyway didnt thought i would have a birthday cake but my so-call Mei Mei, Pamela gave me a surprised and i really very touched.. Thanks again even though i had said alot of time..

So i really had a wonderful birthday celebration somemore before celebrate we did went to alot of places and this weekend didnt go to waste.. =)

Even if Tuesday my real date which i was in tekong, i think of this happy moments im happy enough le..

So later will be booking in.. And i will end my post here then..

Here i wanna wish all my bros, friends:

A HaPpY AdVaNcE

MeRrY ChRiSTmAS

CheErS... =)

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Wasnt feeling well..

2009-12-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to BBQ as my bros and friends organized as to celebrate afew of us birthday but think my bro, Jian Wei enjoy more bah as his friends really very steady to bought him cake and so on.. Im really happy that all my bros and friends enjoys this BBQ.. I didnt help much as was in camp and came back in the evening yesterday.. When im back home from camp, my body is feeling so tired and heaty.. Then after the BBQ, went to rounding till abt 5plus 6am.. I think my mind set had changed as feeling different from last time which i still can chiong till late and crazy.. But now im tired of this le..

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So today woke up still the same not feeling that well and did vomitted, till now still not well yet.. I dont know what happened too maybe stay in the sun for too long as in camp doing some drills filming till i got home my family members all said i looked so dark and plus the rounding till quite late..

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Later still have to book in then see how at camp if getting bad then i will report sick but hopefully i will be fine soon..

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Lastly my Birthday is getting round the corner.. This yrs my birthday will be in camp celebrate le.. so be it bah.. My wish for my birthday is that my bros will find their love one soon if still unattach and earn big money.. huat ar!

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For Me, same bah but most imptly is lead a healthy and happy life.. If can, i hope my bros and friends will be free to celebrate with me on this coming weekend bah.. A simple outing will do..

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ok i will end here then..

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PeEAnN_CaLviN

Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009

2009-12-06T00:08:00.000-08:00

I will try to make it short then..

Saturday

Yesterday afternoon went to collect my race pack at Expo hall as i took part in the Singapore Marathon with Caili which starts today.. So Kevin accompany me there and collected it..

Then went to Bras Basah and meet Jian Wei & Zhi Wen to place order for Zhi Wen birthday present which he found a watch which he likes and so we decided to purchase that..

After that, we went to Novena as my bro, Jian Wei cant wait to see this girl start with letter P... (Dont wanna say out.. lol..) But also to have our dinner there as well.. Adding on Jack came tgt with us as Serene went for her company D&D at Suntec City..

After all this, we head down to Serangoon awhile as i passed Caili the bus ticket for her transport to this Marathon..

Lastly go down to Ang Mo Kio and meet Hui Min & Swee Sian.. lol.. being going to alot of places and i ended up sleeping at ard 2am as things to prepare..

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Sunday

Ok today morning overslept then missed my transport which the ticket cost me 5 bucks, damn it! So no choice rush and took a cab down to Esplanada..

Then at there meet up with Caili and we ready for this Marathon.. I can say its so shiok running there at 7am as tgt with lot and lot of ppls somemore the weather is nice & cooling..

After 3hrs 20mins of run, finally we finished our run then rest awhile & had PepperLunch for our lunch at Suntec City..

After lunch, i can see Caili is really tired so we go take bus tgt as during the run her leg hurt but she still tried to push on.. So i just kept to her pace till the finishing line..

Hope she will be fine soon..

Have a good rest at home, Caili..

So reached home took some photos.. =)

A Photo of My Uniform..

After a happy weekend, its time to work le.. So ready my uniforms and stuffs ready to book in tml morning.. So bros and friends, paiseh sia cant attend the bbq on the coming weekend as stay in although i really wanna enjoy with you guys.. but haiz.. =(

So when i book out then we meet again bah.. You guys enjoy k..

End my post here.. See you!

PeEAnN_CaLviN

My Graduation Parade!

2009-12-04T20:26:00.000-08:00

Graduation Parade!

Yeah finally all my hard work had made me achieved this far.. Im very happy that i didnt let my family members, friends down..

I had made it! =D

My parent and my younger brother attended my Graduation Parade...

Me & my younger brother..

Wei Liang & Me..

Cool huh..

My Dad putting the Rank for Me..

Sergeant lor..

Kok Chin & Me.. Both of us IPPT GOLD.. yeah man..

cheese..

My Platoon Mate: Jia Hao, he crossed over to OCS.. Congrats to him..

Khairul & Me..

With Pride, I Lead..

MG Neo..(COA)

My 2IC..

My PC..

My PWO.. cheers..

My Bed side Buddy, Wei Zhou..

Sherman & Me.. Weeee....

Earnest & Me..

So this are some of the photos taken at my Graduation Day.. Its really a memorable time for us as been through so much tough days and hard work and finally we made it way up to this day..

So ya.. Im proud of myself.. =)

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Zhi Wen 23rd Birthday Celebration..

2009-11-28T22:20:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was Zhi Wen 23th Birthday so went to celebrate for him..

We had took some photos, so have a nice viewing of these photos then..

Woots, we really had alot of fun yesterday..

hees.. =D

Meeting at AMK Bus Interchange...

Have some dian xin/dessert/drinks 1st before we kick off with our activity.. ;)

Jack and Serene..

Santa and Friends..

Went to Kbox and have our party..

Kevin..

Martell plus another 7jugs of Beer.. >.<

Happy Birthday to Our Bro, Zhi Wen... CheErS..!

Each of us have a toast with Zhi Wen.. haa..

2nd glass..

3rd glass..

4th glass..

5th glass..

After that Swee Sian, Hui Min and her friend came down join us too..

Swee Sian, nice singing post sia..

Loving Couple..

Swee Sian & HuiMin..

4 bros.. But always too Formal liao..

Come on give some posts..

woo woots...

Lets get ready for a 5 snapshots then.. lol..

1st shot..

2nd shot..

3rd shot..

4th shot..

5th shot..

yahoooooo... =D

Lion Dance.. lol...

After our Kbox Session..

All of Us!

So after viewing all the photos, can see that all of us really enjoy alot and during our kbox session of cause some of us will rest awhile as drinking too much but in the end, we still managed to stand up by ourselves.. hehee.. good huh.. ;)

Btw Jian Wei birthday also coming, this December so is MINE too.. lol heee.. Anyway we had bought for him a watch which is Seiko Brand on friday and he likes it alot.. We are happy that he like it too.. We did went to eat too and took some photos in my phone but my brother lend the cable from me so couldnt upload it..

Thats why for Zhi Wen birthday i bring my camera.. =)

So for Zhi Wen and Me, we both also wanna get a watch for our birthday gift.. haa.. As watch for guy shines out their appearance..

Ok so thats all for me.. This weekend really enjoy alot.. Later will be going back camp and this coming week is my Graduation week.. Finally the time have come.. Going through alot of tough times and im quite proud of myself.. Ok will post again.. =)

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Officially Missing You...

2009-11-27T20:18:00.000-08:00

Song Title: Officially Missing You

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain't no way

And today

I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don't even know you at all

I don't know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say

That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that's something I just can't do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can't find a way

To let go of you

It official

You know that I'm missing you

Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

And I'm officially missing you

Over...

This song is from one of my army friend recommended me and after i listened to this song i was moved by it so i wanna shared it with my friends around me.. Also both of them are nice and sweet but i just like the song they sang out which is nicer than the original one..

Its bring me back my past memories..

Im Officially Missing Her......

PeEAnN-CaLviN

Back to Singapore!

2009-11-22T00:27:00.000-08:00

Taiwan-Taipei

Finally back from Singapore! But how i wish i could stay longer in Taipei City as too much things to shop and really had alot of fun there! I will go there again.. =)

So below are some of the photos taken at there..

Have a wonderful viewing of these photos then, scroll down from (bottom to top)...

Back to Singapore!

Reached Singapore..

Dinner in the Airplane(Eva Air)..

My food..

Spent all our last (NTs) money in the airport eating before leaving Taiwan..

Boarding Pass..

Waiting..

Gather at the Tao Yuan Airport..

Portrait..

Taipei Students..

Wanna try? hehe..

Yummy!

Inside the train..

Food stall..

Taipei City Street.. (Is like Bugis Street) but is way too much better..

I Love It.. >.<

Inside the cab..

Good Food..

Tour Guide..

Shopping Centre..

Victory!

Smile!

Giant Peanut..

My Hotel Room.. Nice...

Shiok..

Theme Park is fun..

Lost World..

Woots, its fun.. >.<

Tour Guide..

Our Tour Guide..

My Family..

Bros and friends sending me off..

So much fun at Taipei.. I will never forget the fun we had over there..

PeEAnN-CaLviN

Flying Off..

2009-10-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday from camp back home at around 8pm.. Then unpacked my stuffs to wash and went to AMK to meet Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Serene for dinner..

After that hang awhile ard AMK area till 11pm and went to bus stop to send Serene take bus home after that left 3 of us, we went to Serangoon area and chit-chat alot of things mostly is our past.. Haiz.. We were at a corner of 1 of the shelter sat down drink, eating peanuts.. (We are like uncle liao.. lol..) Also did went to climb the spider web too..

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Ard 2am, Jian Wei and Zhi Wen went to my house and surf internet for awhile..

Surf till 3am like that and we are tired le, somemore Jian Wei still got work the next day..
So i pei them down to wait for cab and home sweet home for them..
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Here I Just Wanna Say Thanks To Them Pei Me Before Flying Off.. Too Bad That Peng Cant Join Us But I Can Understand He Have His Things To Do So Its Ok.. Anyway Brothers Always..

Today will be staying at home packing some items and have dinner with my family before going to airport..

My Family members, everyone treats me very very well.. Till i dont know what i can say.. Only word in my mind is by saying Thanks to Them..
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I really miss alot of things here..

Although i had a wish in mind but it can never happen(my bros will know only).. Somemore above i mentioned is really really enough and can say im quite fortunated le..

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So after this post will wait till i back in 3 weeks time then post again..

Just Hope everything is smooth for me bah..

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Lastly these are the photos taken during my friend birthday chalet i mentioned last week..

Kok Chin 22th Birthday..

Me, Edwin, Jun Wen(top), Kelvin, Kee Ann, Kok Chin, Shawn Poh, Edwin..

Ok so that all for me.. Wait for my return, ByeBye...

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Went To Eat Dessert..

2009-10-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

Ytd saying abt going AMK to meet my bros, then hang ard buying some items and Kevin called me said that wanna go to his house area there to have dessert anot.. So we anything as after buying items also nth much to do..
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At abt 10pm we went to take bus 136 and alight at Serangoon Garden there and went to this place called Dessert Bowl and have our desserts there..

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(Taken some photos there also what we had ordered..)

Before we start our desserts time, took a photo 1st.. hee... Im the photographer!

Yummy....!

Durian Desserts is nice.. =)

So after finished eating, talking cock, relax before we end our day for Sunday.. This will be my last outing with my bros and friends 1st as flying off on friday night.. Although will return back in 3 weeks time, but i still will miss alot of things here... So for today, wont be going anywhere so stay at home as will be booking in tonight..

That all for me..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Crazy Drink and Went Bugis..

2009-10-25T04:28:00.000-07:00

Did mention went to my friend birthday chalet so i and my army friends reached there at ard 8pm.. So we chit-chat, bbq, drink, watever just to enjoy and have fun around.. Then cake cutting at ard 10pm..

After that, hang awhile more at 11pm, i going off as to meet my bros at Serangoon..

Btw, did drink quite some limit at my friend chalet and abit high le then while on the way to meet my bros in phone conversation with them, they say they had open bottles le so told me i reach there i must drink.. LOL omg!

I these 2 days being drinking alot after had my IPPT GOLD.. Cannot sia, I cant let my standard drop.. Will control.. =)

So reached Serangoon, ok lor as bros, i drink afew glasses as to give face cause is my bros being tgt for 10 yrs plus liao.. But they also understand me that i did had drink with my army friends before meeting them.. Somemore can see from my expression..

Quite blur as playing games, i will stun for awhile then react.. lol..

Drink till ard 3am like that, i went home 1st as really need a good slp le cause i know my limit this time.. Then take cab with Zhi Wen as he going home too.. So thats the end of Saturday events..

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Today wake up at 12plus 1 pm, then pack some of my camp stuffs, wash up and went to bugis to meet Kevin.. Also, i went to Si Ma Lu to pray pray as going Oversea..

After that went to check out the rate see which money changer has the higher changing rate.. So found 1 that is not bad compared to 3 others money changer i asked..

So changed at there.. =)

Hang around at Bugis area then Kevin said he meeting one of his friend which is a (girl) going to have dinner tgt.. So ok lor, pei him wait for the girl then when she arrived le, see Kevin and her talk tgt and i should know what to do mah..

So i told Kevin i go 1st as things to do..

So took bus back home and had my dinner at home.. Cup Noodle which i bought.. =) Its nice btw.. Then relax awhile and post a blog here..

Anyway will be meeting my bros soon at AMK area.. Then will see what to do later bah.. Maybe chit chat talk cock nia as ytd drink alot.. ya..

Ok thats all for me..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

St. James PowerHouse..

2009-10-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

So yesterday went to club with my army friends.. A gathering for the section before flying off.. My friend had free entries for two person so i and one more go in for free.. Total plus me had 7 of us..

We really did enjoy ourselves at the club.. Drink and dance till crazy.. We ordered 1 for 1 promotion at $220.. Its so worth it.. And also order other drinks in between.. Then i saw my friend there too.. Quite long didnt had this relaxing time le.. I really enjoy alot myself by dancing even my army friends all tired i still continued.. lol.. I think i too high bah and wanna let go all the unhappiness at there..

We dance until 3 plus am then share cab with my army friends back home.. So that all for Friday Night Outing..

For today, slp till 12plus pm then wash up and went to amk hub to purchase some stuffs for my army side and also to pay my bills..
Then evening will be going to my friend birthday chalet at Pasir Ris, as he invited me.. And maybe after that will meet my bros.. Alot of activity ya..

Im so glad i had so much friends around me so even when the sky fall, i know they are always there for me.. Im very happy to have them.. Thanks for being there for me..

Thats all i wanna say..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Friday Night!

2009-10-23T02:08:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey, finally im back home.. So abt last week went for the gathering, the photos had uploaded and these is it.. =)

Top left to Top right: Zhi Wen, Me, Zhi Wei, Yong Kang(Kenneth), Jian Wei, Kai Tiong..
Bottom left to Bottom right: Xiao Hui, Lena, Kimberley, Siyu..

Top left to Top right: Me, Kevin, Jian Wei, Kimberley, Lena, Xiao Hui, Kenneth, Jian Cheng..
Bottom left to Bottom right: Zhi Wen, Zhi Wei, Kai Tiong, Siyu..

Yeah!!

We really had alot of fun.. =D

So these are some of the photos taken at Lena house for our 10 years gathering.. We will catch up again for sure.. =)

So abt this week in camp, i am very happy because i had achieved my GOAL!! Yeah! =D

GOLD for my IPPT..

This is the 1st time i had my Gold cause everytime i got Silver only starting from my secondary school onwards.. And im so frustrated cause everytime is nearly to Gold due to either my (2.4km) timing not meet or (standing board jump) drag me down.. So this time i finally achieved what i want.. YES!

So i will try maintain my GOLD standard... Keep fit! hee.. ;)

Anyway later going to Power house with my army friends as they keep insist me to go since I had rejected afew times as i dont wanna spent much money.. When i say i not go all dont want to go liao.. Dots.. So by not spoiling their mood i decided to go with them 1 time.. Treat it as a celebration for me bah..

Ok so i think i will end here and will be booking in on Monday night! So really had to relax and enjoy myself 1st.. =)

Alright post again..!

PeEAnN_CaLviN

A Gathering!

2009-10-18T00:52:00.000-07:00

I will simply try to cut short for my post..

Yesterday met Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Jack, Serene at AMK HUB at ard 4plus pm.. Hang around there then have our dinner at KFC as i got coupon so is cheaper..

After eaten so call our early dinner, we chill awhile around AMK area to digest our stomach then decided to go Jack house to get bicycle and cycle to Lena house(A Secondary School friend) for a gathering BBQ as they organised so called me to come along since so long didnt had a catch up..

Ard 8plus pm, we reached Lena house which is at kovan.. Hmmm... to my surprised, everyone did changed.. More mature and not like last time, branch of playful kids.. hehe.. So sat around and chat, drink, eat, listening to music.. We really had alot to say since 10yrs didnt had this type of gathering due to busy real life for everyone.. But somehow we still able to contact one another.. Cool right? heee..

Btw there are total of 14 ppl, lets see: 5 of us plus Lena, Siyu, Xiao Hui, Kimberley, Kai Tiong, Zhi Wei, Kevin, Yong Kang, Jian Cheng for this gathering.. There are more but unable to make it yesterday so another time.. (Will try to upload the photos here when i got it..)

We really did enjoy alot alot at there.. =)

Ok then ard 10plus 11pm.. We, 5 of us leaving soon although they ask us to stay till next day but we still got another booking which is meeting Hui Min and Swee Sian.. So from there we go 1st and will catch up again soon.. As Swee Sian driving, so going for supper at one of the place but end up we really go rounding at Jurong Area cause we lost our way, lol.. OMG!

Really pissed off after a long journey, backside sit till pain.. Then found a Mac at Bukit Panjang Plaza and we stopped and had our supper there instead.. haiz.. After eaten, Jack and Serene went home 1st as have things to do today morning.. Then Me, Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Swee Sian, Hui Min went to Henderson area (i think so) chill awhile there till 5am then we call it a day..
Home Sweet Home..

A Day of Fun and abit Tired for this Outing.. lol..

So today Sunday, my book in day le.. But will be meeting my bros again for awhile later before i went off..

Ok thats all.. =)

PeEAnN aka CaLviN

Another Week Passing Over Soon..

2009-10-16T03:00:00.050-07:00

Its Friday my book out day, at ard 10plus am just now.. I was slping the whole afternoon when i got home as tired somemore dont feel like doing anything at the moment.. Simply becos, I wasnt being myself recently..

I know my bros and frens cares abt me and i really appreciate it.. Sorry for making you guys so worried too.. I dont know why i seem to like being alone at home although its bored but nevertheless, i still lock myself in my room.. Alot of things flashes through my mind and its way too many till i had no choice but to lock myself in my room to think through..

Anyway i had lost a battle in _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.. I decided to let it go.. I wont talk abt it anymore..
For now, I will concentrate on my biggest project which is earning more MONEY after i ORD! (My Main Point..)

Lastly, i got my badge le.. I made it!

Ok Nothing much for me now..
Signing Off..

PeEAnN aka CaLviN

Meeting Up With CaiLi..

2009-10-11T03:09:00.000-07:00

Saturday....

Same as usual, back from camp and finally my LAST field camp is over.. Its really a memorable 4 day 3 night for me.. A tough one i had.. But now is to relax awhile and in 2 weeks plus time i will be flying to Taiwan le.. I wonder how is the training there and i cant wait to finish all this.. Really looking forward for all this to come to an end..

So was back home yesterday night at ard 11pm.. Then my bros Jian Wei and Zhi Wen called me and see if wanna meet up to chill, drink, talk cock anot.. At first, i just say once im done then let them know maybe i going.. But due to hurt my leg during field camp(but now quite alright le) and too tired so i call it off.. Also my Mum worried for me as so late le somemore injured still go out.. Then i dont want her cant sleep well when im outside so i didnt meet my bros and have a good rest at home till this morning..

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Sunday....

Today woke up at ard 9plus am as to meet CaiLi as previously we did say wanna meet up to go for a run as to train up for our Singapore Marathon.. As i and her took part in the Standard Chartered Half Marathon (21km)..

But due to hurt my leg so we didnt go run but to catch up and have our lunch tgt and then chit chat since quite sometime didnt meet up with her le.. So we went to Toa Payoh and had our lunch at Pizza Hut.. Then go to Ang Mo Kio Hub and catch a movie due to Toa Payoh there the timing is too late for most of the show so try our luck at AMK Hub Cathay.. The movie we watch is (Surrogate) at 3.30pm..

Until 5pm plus the movie over, we decided to go home as she have things to do and i also have to prepare my army stuffs for Monday morning book in.. We took bus 133 tgt then i get off 1st as only 2 stop to my house area then she till Serangoon.. So a normal catch up since 10 months plus i last met her..

I also wanna say i quite touched as she still keep the present for me which she bought for my 22th birthday although is over le last yr December. She still have the heart.. And also the soveniors she bought as she went overseas that time.. She passed me during our lunch in Pizza Hut.. The present and soveniors i will post below..

Thanks alot CaiLi.. I really appreciate it.. =)

These are the gifts from her..

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So later will be meeting my bros since ytd night didnt meet them.. Thats all for me here..

Everytime only can post 1 due to in camp no choice.. Only book out then can post.. So have time will post again..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Mooncake Festival Day But Also A Usual Meet Out..

2009-10-04T00:33:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to amk hub to meet Jian Wei, Jack, Serene for dinner.. Usual place again.. (secret cant reveal) =) Follow by HuiMin and Swee Sian came join us.. So had a nice good meal, we chill awhile and talk cock.. Then i and Jian Wei going mad cause both had a so-called same dream recently while slping.. So sudden that we had the dream of being with our ________.. ya. but haiz.. Not real anyway..

Ok so after sometime, we decided to go get bicycle and cycle to a place where we can celebrate Mooncake Festival cause we had prepare boxes of candles and fire spark sticks for this occasion.. But we had pasted the timing as my fault for having something crop up need to do.. So after that, we cycled to kevin house area there(Serangoon Garden) to play with it..

So at there listen to songs, chit-chat, light up the candles and the whole place is so bright and nice..We stayed there till ard 2plus 3am and then went back to Jack house put the bicycle back before i alone went home as they staying longer at Jack house which is ard 3.30am i leave.. Reached home, wash up and turn to bed till the next day..

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For today, Sunday, woke up settled my camp stuffs and went amk hub ntuc with my younger bro to buy things home then surf the net.. Most impt is my MP4 always tgt with me.. keep playing songs wherever i am.. Everytime comes to Sunday my mood always very low.. And dont know what to do just keep staying in my room listening to songs..

Later when going back camp will meet up my bros awhile as to help settle abt the chalet thing as organising it for afew ppl birthday for this yr November and December babies.. For me, i dont know i will be going anot as i think i used to be alone and maybe if can, fly to somewhere where i could live alone till my life end... I know Ppl will say that im always so negative thinking but can tell me if positive still there, y shd i still be unhappy everytime?

I am so tired TIRED of everything!! I just hope my bros, frens around me will be happy without my exist.. Im sure they will still enjoy more without me on that few days of chalet..

This coming week is my last field camp before i fly to Taiwan.. Hope it will end fast.. Sat night then will be back..
Ok Thats all i wanna say..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Sch Games Day!

2009-10-03T02:03:00.000-07:00

Today was back from camp and i was quite happy as i had made some achievements this week.. Im very proud of myself.. lol..
1st: I had completed my 32km route march, rivercrossing plus 9/10 hit in combat shooting..
2nd: I had passed my SOC Test with the timing of 9.16 which previously was 10.32 i didnt make it through due to Passing Time: 9.59
So i can dont need to do extra training for my SOC le and get the CSB badge for myself as just need one more test to go.. I MUST GO FOR IT!!

Next is today is our Sch Games Day, our company got the Champion(1st) for the overall score in SISPEC Sch.. With Pride, We Lead! Yeah.. =D
Although I didnt participate in any games but i felt so happy for them to won the others company.. The only thing i do is keep on cheering for them.. lol, until going no voice..
We got:
1st in War Cry(Cheering).. (Gold Cup)
1st in Volleyball Team.. (Gold Medal)
1st in Tug-Of-War Team.. (Gold Medal)
1st in Soccer Team.. (Gold Medal)
2nd in Road Relay Team.. (Silver Medal)

Our OC is very happy with our performance and we really did enjoy ourselves alot..
So today back home at ard 2pm.. And later will be meeting my bros and frens again.. Its time to relax before booking in for a higher stage.......which is Field Camp again.. >_< ==================================================================

Next talk abt: My Life..

Here i wanna say is that i had flew to a dreamy place, why is it called dreamy place? Is because i dream of her and me being together le and we are really so loving and sweet, OMG! i cant imagine i can dream of her when i was sleeping.. And it was really IMPOSSIBLE as it was like a lovely couple being tgt, too en ai le..Example: I love her alot & she love me alot that kind.. Here say is like so stupid.. Haiz dream is always so sweet but reality is always the opposite side..... But anyway i will still cherish the dreamy side although it can never be happen for me & her..

LOVE ( 'v' )
''''''''''''''''''''V ''''HURT
Hao le time to go check out my dinner if its ready..
Post again..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

My bro, Jian Wei Ah Ma 70th Birthday!

2009-09-27T03:05:00.000-07:00

Ytd evening went to Jian Wei ah ma house as was her 70th birthday.. Oo.. there was alot of ppl and the buffer food is alot, Jian Wei say must eat 5 round.. lol.. thats crazy as to clear finish the food.. But i only eat 1 round but curry chicken i eat quite alot as is my FAVOURITE... hehehe.. Until my stomach really bloated.. =/

Anyway we really did enjoy ourselves but in between the celebration something bad crashed to our happy moment.. Because of some stupid ppl damn bo liao, wanna create trouble only.. Make all of us angry and lose temper.. Anyway dont wanna talk abt it.. Continue back, after eaten, we decided to go down to the block downstair to chit chat, relax and also digest our stomach.. Ard 15mins, police came, ask us got see any suspicious ppl around and also just a normal scan for us then go le..

Ard 11pm we go up and stay awhile more before going to cycling, then say thank you to Jian Wei ah ma for inviting us and wish her Always happy and happy 70th birthday.. =)

So go to Jack house to get bicycle..

Btw there are total 7 of us.. Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Jack, Serene, HuiMin, Ah Jack and me.. So reach Jack house, prepare everything, changed to cycling cloth and we set off.. We cycled to Yishun area and then back to Jack house, 2plus am to 5plus am.. So after bathing, Zhi Wen and i went home.. The rest, rested at Jack house till next day..

So today same going back camp le.. Always come to this time all our mood is low.. haiz.. As the rest working.. Life is like that.. Happy moments always passed so fast.. =( Hao bao, ending my post here and btw we did took some photos see below...

Left to Right: Jack, Ah Jack, HuiMin, Xiao B, Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Serene.. (Im the photographer.. hehehe..)

Left to Right: Jack, Ah Jack, HuiMin, Me, Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Serene.. (paiseh quite dark the photo..)

Zhi Wen and Me..

Me, Myself at the void deck..

Another Shot.. hehehe..

So thats all.. and btw there is one more video which is very funny which is taken at Jack house, before going to cycling, 2 ppl play around with heltmet.. haha..

White Ranger VS Pink Ranger...lol..

Enjoy watching! =)

Back in a week time.. see you!

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Back From Camp, Yeah..

2009-09-25T08:44:00.000-07:00

Today is lucky to be back home at ard 10.30pm as might need to stay back camp to have extra training tml morning but i think our OC let those of us go due to all our station obstacles had cleared just that the timing fail..
Passing timing is 9.59 then mine is 10.32.. 33secs more.. Sad.. I MUST pass it, & I WILL!

I felt more sad for my bunk mates and others as can see from their expression they really no mood and unhappy, cos some didnt attend due to not feeling well that time and some fail one or two stations so they had to stay back for extra training and book out tml morning.. Just hope everyone of us pass it soon.. Clear all and pass out smoothly! WE CAN DO IT!

Anyway tml will be meeting my bros, frens for cycling as save money, healthy and fun.. But before going cycling tml, is my bro, Jian Wei ah ma birthday so invited us tml evening to his ah ma house.. I think tml will have alot ppl cos his ah ma like more ppl coming for her big day.. I hope tml everyone will enjoy alot..
Jian Wei cheer up! Anything just let us bros know k.. Dont hide inside ur heart, pour it out! See you guys tml ya..

Hao bah say alot le.. omg! lol..
Going slp soon..
WiSh EveRyOnE Have a HApPy WeEkEnD! Smile =)

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Going Back Camp..

2009-09-07T03:08:00.000-07:00

Ytd evening meet Chee Peng at my house bus stop at ard 6pm.. Then go down to amk area to meet Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Jack and serene.. We go to our same old place to have dinner and chit-chat around.. After 2hrs plus we decided to go play pool at kpool. For abt an hour of playing, we are abt to part as Zhi Wen going back to camp and Chee Peng going to yishun so left Jian Wei, Jack and Serene accompany me to hang around at amk area as dont feel like going back home yet as i not feeling that good cause of alot problem in my mind.. But till 11pm i decided to go back home as somemore dont want to make them tired as Jian Wei have to go work the next day morning then Jack and serene i also dont want them to stay up so late due to im down.. So we went home and have a early sleep..

For today, i will be going back to Camp le.. sian.. Really dont feel like going back and other than this i still have other thoughts in mind until im so tired of everything.. I dont know what to do also. Just hope things will be better soon for me..

By the way, i will be making a outing to enjoy and relax myself on the coming 26th Sept or 3th Oct and will be asking all my bros, and frens to join along and enjoy tgt.. Will be going clubbing and the place i go will confirm again..

Ok so thats all for me here.. Going to have my dinner now with Jian Wei as he accompany me.. Really thanked him alot as after work still came down and meet me.. Haiz..
Will blog again..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Night Cycling..

2009-09-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

Ytd meet up with Zhi Wen 1st at amk then we go to our usual place to have a drink and wait for Jian Wei, Jack and his gf, serene.. We went to cycling only Zhi Wen didnt follow as he have to go back camp for his duty.. So sian..Sad. Anyway quite sometime didnt went to cycling le so yesterday was really very fun cycling around to serangoon area. What stun me is that Jack house really can open a bicycle shop as so many bicycles parking outside.. lol.
We did also cycle to kevin house and he was stun to see us outside his house when i called him.. Also he was just back home not long around 12am.. Then we chill and have supper at MacDonald.. After that send kevin home le, we went back to Jack house and rest.. By that time it was already going 4am.. We really have a great exercise as all back with no breath.. lol. Cause rain starting to pour down but lucky is not that heavy yet so we chiong all the way to Jack house.. thats was indeed fun.. hehehe..
Then after everyone taken our shower, we all knock out.. lol. so tired.. Then until ard 10am plus.., i woke up and went to amk hub ntuc to buy things home with my younger brother came along for helping carry.. After back home.. wash up, didnt manage to sleep much as having other things to do.. Plus my stomach, i dont know isit ytd night ate the Mega Mac Spicy meal, went to toilet afew times.. omg.. the feeling is so >.<
Hopefully will be better soon..

So meeting Jian Wei, kevin, Jack and his gf, serene again later to have dinner.. So will be back for more updates again..
Stomach pls be better.. >.<

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Ton at Peng house play black jack..

2009-08-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night when to meet all my bros, Jian Wei, Zhi Wen, Chee Peng and his girlfriend(kat), Alan, Jack and his girlfriend(serene) at Ang Mo Kio for dinner then until 11plus then we headed down to peng house for black jack.. And later on Jack younger sister, Humin and one of her friend came down to join us.. Although quite alot of us are tired as some back from work and from camp, but we still managed to stay up quite late for black jack. And also wanna mention is that MUST THANKED SERENE, jack girlfriend for helping me making this blog until so nice and also by adding more functions for me till she didnt have time to play black jack with us.. So thanks le Serene. happy to mention you here? hehe :)So anyway for me, i was quite lucky i think as won abt $70 in total.. So long didnt won le so this time my luck is back.. Around 4am we order MacDonald to eat.. We did really know how to enjoy lol.. Ton until morning ard 8am, we then decided to go home and have a rest 1st as later meeting out again to buy kevin birthday present.. Really enjoy 1st before Monday morning going back to camp and start the game.. Training.. A New Chapter, ASLC! >.<

Time Passes so FAST!!

2009-08-20T05:44:00.001-07:00

It another day again.. Time really passed too fast.. This photo is we bros and some of our other frens went to kbox as that time was zhiwen birthday.. Really enjoy alot as can see from our face all kana the cream.. Cant wait to have another fun time again..

Friends for LIFE!!

But for now, I suddenly had a mood swing.. Maybe is because of that special her bah.. i was wondering what she is doing now? is she ok? I couldnt dare to msg her as she might be busy.. I now whenever feeling moody my bros will come and console me.. im glad to have them as my real frens.. Just that relationship this things i always help other to match but for me i couldnt as i have always lost hope in myself le.. I dont want to say anymore le, just wanna listen to songs and stay at my room.. Dont feel like doing anything as im really tired, really very tired...

PeEAnN_CaLviN

BMT, POP Lor!

2009-08-19T03:12:00.000-07:00

This are some of my photos during BMT, POP(Passing Out Parade) time.. So memorable.. Finally the day had arrived, as i felt so happy cause the 1st time i didnt manage to Pass Out due to injury so went to service side as a Comms Technican.. After sometime like 9 to 10mnths, i have recovered as went hospital for dont know how many times to check up and so for, then finally i decided to went back BMT to complete it.. Many people say im crazy as in a good unit as a Technican why wanna change.. So anyway its my decision so i just go back as im a person who wanna achieve what i must go for it.. Just wanna complete what im need to..

Platoon Gathering..

Another shot..

Gathering Photo..

Gathering Photo...

02/09 BMT(Leadership)
RAVEN COMPANY

Platoon 4..

Yeah POP LOR!!!

Weeeeeeee!!!

Nicholas and me..

Kee Ann and Pee Ann(me).. lol.. After POP, we landed in the same place again... SISPEC (BSLC & ASLC)..

Kok Chin and me.. Now we are tgt in SISPEC (BSLC & ASLC)..

Yi Jing and me..

Elvin and me..

My bed side buddy Jun Ming and me..

My Platoon Sergeant..

My PC..

My 2IC..

My OC Sir..

A photo with my parent..

Me and my younger brother..

After putting on the jockey cap have a photo 1st with my parent..

My dad is putting the jockey cap for me...

Waiting for my dad to come..

Marching off the Parade..

Stand still prepare to start the parade..

Doing dressing..

After the 24km road march all of us march in to the Parade square...

So alot of memories during BMT.. After BMT, moving ahead to another stage which is:

Now i was in SISPEC.. Just completed Basic Section Leader Course(BSLC), going to Advance Section Leader Course(ASLC).. Hopefully i could make it through.. All The Best To Me... =)

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Past Photos in Poly Times..

2009-08-19T02:15:00.000-07:00

Me, Myself..

Graduation 2008.. Diploma in Electronics, Computer & Communications Engineering..

My poly classmates from China..

Ah Bao and me..

In this Photos, left to right.. Zhi Wen, Alan, Me, Kin Loong, Vincent..

Another photo of us together, cheers...

My dad and me..

My mum and me..

There my cert..

Myself, Yuehe(always call her yuanyuan my grand daughter, lol), Li Ying, Jonathan..

Having Presentation that time my so-call senior, Eileen took for me.. A photo i like so much..

This photo is taken at the lecture room.. so sian waiting for lesson to start so just took a photo of me..

During our presentation time..

A photo of us, A8..

From top left to bottom right.. Wayne, Me, Li Ying and Yuehe(Yuanyuan)..

Top left to bottom right.. Wayne, Me, Tiong Hui, Li Ying, Eileen(senior), and Wei Ling..

Lol dont ask me, i also dont know what we are doing.. hehehe..

Gathering..

Yeah, cheers..

Top left to bottom right.. Hong Kun, Hong Yang, Denver, Jon, Wayne, Eileen, Yuehe, Wei Ling, Li Ying and ME!!

This are some of my photos taken in Nanyang Polytechnic(NYP) where i belong during my sch days.. Alot of memories during that time.. School life is still the BEST! Time passes so fast, one glance, we have already graduated..

Really Missed The Old Days..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

Friends For Life!!

2009-08-19T02:08:00.000-07:00

This photo is taken at Ministry Of Sound (MOS)..

From Left to Right: Jian Wei, Chee Peng, Zhi Wen and Me..

My BEST Bros for life..

PeEAnN_CaLviN

1st day i create my blog..

2009-08-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day i create my blog. Im new and actually dont wanna create but all my best friends, bros say just create and link up tgt so ya wait and wait, finally i came out with one.. I dont really have much to write about as im a guy who less voice out my deepest feeling and will kept it to my own.. Only people who will know is my best bros, who is jian wei, chee peng, zhi wen.. We usually hang out most and we known each other for more than 10 years.. There are somemore which i didnt mention as they did help me out when im down.. Too much nice friends surround me and i really very happy to have them in my life journey..

So maybe for next time if possible upload some photos will be great and photos can easy say out everything in one look. As for words, people will get tired reading it so much so ya photos is still the best. ok think thats all i will say for now. :)

PeEAnN_CaLviN